FEAR

fear its self is scary tell yourself that somethings gonna hurt and that thinking is so real that you start to feel it why bring this up? well i had my filling 2day and guess what it was boring not painfull boring it dident hurt at all just the fear of it hurting was worse but now i need the arthdontest (no im not respelling that) to get a plate in my jaw it saounds like it would hurt a LOT more but not as much as i think.

outher then that it has been a boring holidays

shuch a pain in the tooth!

well im not dead i know its been awhile you you may be thinking hummmm hes dead. if so WOW you jump to conclsions! any way soory now why that title you say well sigh ive got a dentice apointment (note spelling) and i im going to need fillings about 2 or 3 and a plate for my jaw cus its wired and maby *shutter* b b brace braces sigh any way

I just got rockband for my birthday if ya dont know what it is its kind of like gutair hero if you dont know what that is it useing a gutair with marked frets and struming the note as they scrool up to you on the screan if you dont know any of those words well no im not going to go that far any way getting of topic its basicly that but it has gutair bass drums and vocal

One of my friends party was 2 days ago it was pritty good tho i think lom and it liked drawing circles on a nitendo ds how sad hte jukebox had about 60 songs no heaps more oh well it also had thanks for the memorys whitch my class last year could not stop sinnging so i knew all the words and lom and slodi di as well then we went bowling and i came 3 out of all!! and i came 1st out of my team yay! outher then that its not worth typeing.

nothing elce intresting so stop reading

i said stop reading

stop it

I SAID STOP READING!!!!!!!!!!!!!......please

minx

ok i made a mistake i just read any way minx was a term not year on the topic of mistakes 2 years ago i hade a girl friend err kilomie wtf is with the name any way this lasted 1 year but i went to a diffrent school and it all kind of ended

KILLER SPAGETTIE (or how ever you spell it)

a new look on life

i woke up today and i kind of feelt diffrent life looked deffrent like its worth liveing (yea i siad that!) and i went to school and mr funsail was in a good mood for once! then in sose we watched catagory 6 a natural desaster movie then math we watched the rest cus we have da same teacher then in lote we watched the opening of the olyimpics then in english it was shit as useuwal then scine i think i did well on a test it was all good like my dream i had at night i went to school the girl i like liked me well that dident happen today :( any way then all day was kind of like the best day ever.... this leeds me to my next topic

we never dreem like its real life this is because we always want better we all want this "perfect wold" ethn tho you need to lerm lifes a bitch you never seem to be the person you want to be you always want better like humm 3 of my friends would kill to be someone elce but they dont realise what they are well im bored cya!

why bother in life it huts you kiks you and spits on you i mean the only good thing can hurt you more.....

if ya dont know what it is ya pritty light in the head! love its confuseing and drenced and crutal and so on but its good if the person likes you back ive had a few cruches and 2 girl frends 1 was a girl that liked me but i hated her and one hummm fake name...... jade liked me back we went out for a year but it died but for some reson a year from then i still kind of think of her but shes moved on

well at school right now ive had 2 crushes one was on err minx lol what a wired name any way this lasted a year when the it told her that i liked her i relysed i dont like her any more.

now its worse its a girl that some of my freinds like as well err chistean wow im gona forget that one..... any way i like her but i think she likes ummmm soup (thats my name for someone p.s im hungry) but she kind of trys to make a converstion with me sometimes even over the smallest thing like the thing on the floor...... and she tends to be a little edgey arounfd me aswell well thatas what i think but soup is pushing to shit i forgot da name ahh chisten that annoys me so much when he gets her full attention so i tend to but in and she is just.... i dont know ill talk about it later

on a diffrent note there is a girl ive just realised i have a bit of a spark for i aint gona even make up a name for her cus she pritty much thinks of me as "that guy" but she thinks no one likes her but she is stuped not to relise that no one is gona say it unless then KNOW they like em back so ill keep ya up to date with all dat shit

PEACE!

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as you can tell from the time and title im very sleepy but dont wana go ta bed so im trying to think of something to wright abouteafweg